in life.
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good things only happens once.
it already happened.
now all this.
i really need it.
thanks.
take it all on your own.
i throw my hands up.
as this closes.
blogwars.
Friday, September 28, 2007
this is all a dream.
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you, her, she, whatever.
all a dream.
i will wake up tomorrow.
face a bright new day.
rework my family fun again.
i will be contented.
yes, i will.
i don't care anymore.
cos nobody does.
you, her, she, whatever.
i will wake up.
better.
stronger.
free.
i will.
because.
my name is berg.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
we're back here again?
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like again.
and again.
and again?
what did i do now?
let me see.
hmmmmm.
all blacks won.
good morning.
good night.
then........
poof!
then......
i played with your head and heart.
blah blah yada yada.
listen here.
you're messing with my head.
and i don't like it.
not one bit.
come on.
step up.
tell me.
really, so what now?
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Should you send guys a message like "You know what?!"
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Followed by a "uh...nevermind.."
Could result in an uncontrollable panic mode.
One that would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
He'll assume he did something wrong
Then he'll be overly obsessed in trying to figure it out.
Guys are more emotional than he'd like people to think.
Guys will loveyou more if they are serious about the relationship.
Guys seek advice from girls.
Not other guys.
Simply because most guys, not all, think alike.
so if one of us is confused, then we're all are.
Do everything in moderation.
Put on makeup, wear perfume.
Just not too much.
Guys hate rejection.
But they hate being led on even more.
Guys don't like girls who are too skinny.
Guys are shy.
It may not seem right but yea.
Just ask the right questions.
Guys will just open up like a book.
These are good to know.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
endless rantings.
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endless laughter.
same time.
different places.
same emotions.
different circumstances.
somewhat.
"balek la. dah nak sahur ni."
"eh? so fast?"
and we stayed on.
"i wonder how geylang looks like this year."
"i'll let you see ok."
and you got it.
if only i could, i would.
go back.
to indulge in your laughter.
to get lost in your eyes.
to converse the same conversations.
to embrace.
still i hung on.
to that tiny little hope.
why?
cos to you,
i gave it away.
cos for you,
i'll give it all up.
just for you.
Sometimes, Only Fallible Idiosyncrasy Agnize.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
dented and torn.
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so we were forlorn.
and you point fingers at me.
but you yourself failed to see.
that there's no me but we.
don't you agree?
your heart shaped box.
one that i kept.
when it wept.
yet i'm holding the blame.
of this twisted ironic game.
the one that put myself to shame.
i guess it'll never be the same.
my heart shaped box.
i own one too.
did you figure that boo?
you chose to walk away.
eventhough we did not sway.
hanging on that small little ray.
my hands are raised, come what may.
stop telling me what to do.
stop hoping for me.
make me the foe.
and our foe your joe.
thanks.
but i tried.
do you know?
my heart shaped box.
in your heart shaped box.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
so what do you plan to achieve?
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by ignoring me.
i wasn't playing.
but if you think i did.
i'm not sorry.
cos i really wasn't.
justify my actions.
now i walk through the aisles.
missing the laughter.
accompanied by fake smiles.
and shit that they left for me.
and they bear no respect.
for the person that i am.
for the position i have been given.
will they ever understand?
justify your actions.
try being where i am.
then maybe you'll see.
then it'll be justified.
Monday, September 03, 2007
i don't believe.
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that you'd give it all.
just to disappear into nightfall.
it's not about you but you.
don't ask so much now boo.
now you tell me.
why do you bother at all?
is it all a game to you?
cos if it is.
then you've got game.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
this post was dued long ago.
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but anyways.
to my best nuts.
i mean nads.
so yes.
the best nuts are still my 2 nads.
and i miss you too.