out of fear.
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not respect.
now.
out of nothing.
just nothing.
there had been better.
back then.
when it was green.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
throw it away.
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forget yesterday.
you win.
hands down.
heads up.
goodbye.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
and the old man said to me.
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it's easy to write man in chinese.
but it's never easy to be one.
and a man needs his pride.
as he will not be one without it.
man!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
as we sat.
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and talked.
then i thought.
i have always made things happen for myself.
some way or the other.
but now. i feel. as if.
i'm lacking.
of something.
what?
ah yes.
self fulfillment.
i want to achieve.
not academically.
but personally.
i want my own band.
i want to achieve something.
before other important things set in.
i need.
Friday, January 11, 2008
you are the best.
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in everything you do.
in school.
at work.
in life.
maybe at times you are not the best.
but you never fail to walk out like you are.
and that's the thing i envy about you.
you have a good head on your shoulders.
and good friends and family to keep you grounded.
maybe that is why.
that is why you can do the things you do.
that's why you are you.
but why?
when it comes to girls.
you fail. you fall. you falter.
girls are your kryptonite.
you don't know how to say no.
you fall too fast. you fall out slow.
but i think you've learnt.
hmmmmm.
i believe she's right.
so she said.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
again.
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a rather quiet one this year.
zombie-fied people at 3am.
a shower long awaited.
all was well.
so yea.
i just don't have things to blog about these days.
i'm up so early.
for what, i don't know.
school later.
still tired.
oh wells.
point to note.
disturbing a sleepy yan can be harzardous.
done.
inventory.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
lets welcome the new year with a bang.
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resolutions, resolutions, resolution.
got to.
here we go now.
2008.