
i wonder, sometimes.
:::Monochromed:::
why i visit blogs and fb accounts of people i dislike.
then siliently mock at whatever they write or post up.
and get angry.
i'm far from normal.
i think recent happenings has led to the erosion of my normal self.
at this point.
only one person is keeping it all together for me.
and i'm thankful for that.
i love you.
8 and counting.
on another note.
where are you, amin?
HERE'S A QUICK BURST OF ANGER.
:::Monochromed:::
I HATE DETEST THE PEOPLE MANAGING MY SALARY.
THEY SHOULD JUST FUCK THEMSELVES.
THEN DIG A DEEP TRENCH AND BURY THEMSELVES.
CHIVALRY'S INDEED DEAD, SUGAR.
BEING POLITE AND NICE DOESN'T SEEM TOO WORK ANYMORE.
SO FUCK YOU HR.
I GUESS IT'S EASY TO BE AN HR "EXECUTIVE"
YOU STORE LOTSA FATS IN YOUR BODY.
THEN YOU MAKE LIFE MISERABLE FOR THE PEOPLE YOU MANAGE.
I OFFICIALLY CONDEMN YOU LOT TO THE LOWEST LIFEFORM I CAN EVER THINK OF.
NO, WAIT. YOU GUYS ARE ALREADY THERE.
RIGHT WHERE YOU BELONG.
A THOUSAND FUCK(S) HERE WILL NOT CHANGE ANYTHING.
STILL.
LET'S JUST TRY.
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AND TO THINK.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE EARNING A LIVING.
RATHER, I SEEM TO BE BEGGING FOR ONE.
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.
GOODBYE.
you give up something to gain another.
:::Monochromed:::
perhaps that's how the world works.
morals for personal gratification.
and post-modernity is a disaster.
materialism is a way of life.
a driving force.
i may detest who i aspire to be.
although the driving force.
when wants becomes needs.
just so that.
excuses, maybe.
fulifillment, probably.
i want out, definitely.