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It's like having to take sides and it's obvious that you're not on mine. "Bro tetap bro" is fine. Yes, it affects me. Although i must say that that is miniscule in relative to the fact that your weight falls more on the other scale.
I'm peeved.
Beauty takes your heart and takes sides. There are things that were done that i'd never forget. That night pretty much sums up quite a few equations; one where i'm missing or simply neglected. It is not ok.
I could never look at you the same way again.
I don't need you to tell me what to do. I don't need you to pick up a sword and fight my battles. I just need you to stand aside. Cos i know that when i fall, you might be there to pick me up for awhile before eventually picking up a sword and making sure i don't get up at all.
I'm sorry, but trust is not a given.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
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I might want to dabble in technical stuff and dive into something new.
Monday, November 26, 2012
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It's not that i wana be sour. But at times, the outlook just doesn't look fair. When one is serving the nation, one should be free from his current states. Just for that period.
Not for me.
Still hounded. Still poached. Still asked to do things, simple things that could be done by others. Is it so hard to understand?
I was looking forward to a good year. Then it's like wiped out. Just like that. I could plan around this if this is concrete. But no. It's just so hard to give an answer? Really? I'd relish the opportunity but i need details. I'm not going to just spend another year like the last. I wana go out. Get some sun and have some fun.
I'm not a pawn on your chessboard nor do i think of myself as a queen piece. That, one day, you'll realise. Yet, when you do, the opposite queen might have snapped that piece up.
Checkmate.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
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You gotta know that you can't fight so much.
You can't hold on to things too long.
You just got to let go.
Then you pray.
Friday, November 09, 2012
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When i see that smile.
I get reminded.
When i see that crying face.
I get reminded.
And i miss that crying face.
It means more than a smile.
It means you're fighting for something.
Something more.
Something called love.
That has been a while.
9:48:00 pm
We
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Who are we to pass judgement, to label and to mark another?
But at times, certain people need to be placed or removed totally.
I'm glad i did.