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All of this time, i relentlessly searched for another you.
Yet for all those time, i knew there wasn't gona be another.
Sunday, March 24, 2013
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Let me see. Where shall i start?
How about, for starters, i have a strongly feeling of dissent towards you. At times, even your lingering presence triggers that feeling. Why? Cos people forgive tho they never forget. But in your case, you're not getting either one.
Petty you say?
Now tell me at which point of your life have I ever stuck my nose in? I could give you more than 2 cents worth and make you a millionaire but I don't. Simply because it's none of mine. So what gave you the slightest of hints that you can?
I think you 2 belong together. I mean someone has to be wearing the pants right? Someone has to be leashed and someone has to whip. Otherwise, the both of you are just walking towards disparity. Now that's my 2 cents worth.
And for goodness sake, skip the winsome front you've been putting up all along and maybe I can too. It's getting tired putting a smile on my face when not so deep down, i really want to punch your face in. Honestly, i've been portraying my dislike for so long. Why choose to be blind? You won't even need a trained, well-paid psychiatrist to read me. Not even the need to scratch the surface. It's there ON the surface. Fact is, it's even tiring to even want to co-exist with you.
They say, if we were to reach the pinnacle at some point, it is indeed a glorious achievement and that will remove our sins, if any. But if we were to keep talking and "brag" about the journey there then aren't we doing a contra for that?
Just get a grip before you really lose it.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
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I'll still be here.
Even in another 2 years.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
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Goodbye deputy.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
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Why the need to be serious all the time? It just takes out all the life out of everything. Well, I may seem like i'm oh-so-joyous all the time but that doesn't mean I lack direction.
I know what I want. I know where i'm headed. I know what I can achieve. Honestly, what is it to you? To all of you. I can reach the stars if I want to and I will if i need to. It's in me. I want what i want and I will do all I can to have it. But then again, what is it to you?
I can't live to make others smile if I myself can't. So let me smile first and stop giving other obligations that I don't think I can take up. I will. When i'm ready. When I feel that it's worth it.
This is me. I have put others before me, more than I ever should at times.
So now, really, what is it to you?