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We would be perfect, you and I.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
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If you have to fight for something, then what does it actually mean?
But if you really have to then it better be worth your while.
Wednesday, June 12, 2013
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Was there even an option to begin with?
Yes. I'm looking into it. LOOKING INTO IT. Not decided.
Yet, the decisions were made for me.
I must because i was made to not because I wanted to. Although somewhere inside, a sense of comfort ignites. Seems that way yet that quaint little feeling that withholds the "yes" from the tip of my tongue.
Why? I'm not sure myself. The answer doesn't seem to be those you pluck from a ripened apple tree. Premature thoughts to a long term commitment hastened to fulfill a requirement.
Why not seek from your stronghold that you grasp ever so dearly; your Jerusalem? But know that those walls are not formidable. They still crumble under the strengths and beliefs of thousands. But in this case, you don't need a thousand, not even hundreds or tens.
What am I? Nothing but a monkey made to dance on a razor blade. Then again, even those monkeys are given peanuts.
Such scintiallting array of steps now isn't it?
Thursday, June 06, 2013
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The need to comply just to put a smile on a person's face.
If it happens, it happens.
Maybe it's being single for so long but I also think it's just my character. I never liked being tied down. I just want space to do what i want when I want. Never really see the need to conform unless there's a need to. For me, the only need to is family, religion and the workplace. Other than that, I don't think anyone has the right to pin me down.
Let me breathe. Just because I have things to do doesn't mean I care less about the things or people in my life. It's just a slight shift in attention, not a complete disregard. There isn't a need to place so much thought in it. Changes happen and the world is susceptible to change and as cliche as it is, just embrace change and make the best of it. It's a win-win for everyone isn't it?
Honestly, what does it take for me to live for myself?
Sunday, June 02, 2013
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It pains me to guess what you are right now.
Although it's kinda obvious.
But the greater pain is actually knowing.
That is one thing I can't put aside.
Because I know.