Now that I have, it's kinda sad and refreshing at the same time. I grant myself a clean slate

Now let's start over, from scratch.

Through all the dramas and ups and one too many downs, you have always been there, figuratively speaking. I think?

I could speak freely without being judged. The world has given me enough of that. Yes yes, i took a wrong step, I fell, the walls crumbled for a liitle while. GET.OVER.IT. Move on or don't. Whatever. 

I could be myself for that whole moment in time. Because you just know me like no other. It's like as the world revolves, we're like The Ceteris Peribus. Me and you, we just stayed at that single point.

Give me that moment. I do not ask and will not ask for anything more. It's been 10 years. Yet we still hold that spot. Why? We will never know.

You're my solace. My quantum of solace. That's what you are. Yes, that's what you are. That moment, with hope. Godspeed.

There's no always and forever.

A thought, barely worthy of a ponder.

Even flowers brown and wither.

What more of words, one may wonder.

Always and forever or so they say.

Promises made and come what may.

But everyone knows there'll be a day.

A choice to make that'll make it sway.

That always and forever hung so loose.

Not so much of a hang man's noose.

I've been and walked in those shoes.

Maybe a shade too dull of different hues.

Yet it hangs, always and forever.

Laughter spreads never to yonder.

Now you be happy, my little sister.

Cos I saved a little prayer for you.

Love, your brother.

That, in conclusion, has been concluded.