Although I wished I could have walked away unscathed. Then again, that's life. You can't learn a lesson without getting a scratch or a missed fist bump to the face. Is it worth it?

Let me tell you why it is. In all my years, I have loved and I have lost. I have cheated and I have lied. Many moments where which were not my proudest. Some moments meant to humble me but I was that egoistic and that ego triumphed over everything else. I kept saying I can do better. She is not good enough. She isn't like her and her isn't like she. So where does that lead me? 

Here. It led me to this greatest exploration for love. To find the one. I didn't care that I had to be mean. If I left them hanging. If i left them hurt. All i care about was finding that one. I realised that wasn't love. I was adamant on finding my Sofia that I neglected love. I was looking for a replacement not love.

Now, I reaslied wasn't looking for another Sofia. I needed to love and I found love in the least expected place. If there was solace after years of banters, this is it. This is it. 

Three simple words. Three words that was never meant to resurface. But the resurgent of thise feelings that were kept buried. 

I know this is right. I know this is love. All the roads lead to as single end point. This is it. This is my solace and she is my Sity Reyshahfinah.